Rockers on Broadway, New York, NY
December 6, 2004
by OnlyJ
I really love when I get the chance to
video J too. Well who wouldn't?
I can watch him all day, and I can
honestly say I don't think he's ever
boring. LOL He's always jumping around
or laughing or making faces or being
silly or something or other. And he
doesn't seem to care whether we film
him or not, he's always the same either
way. He's so natural in front of a
camera. And being that he lets us film
him whenever we want is just another
facet of why I adore him.
There is a down side when filming one of
his performance's though, to me
anyway. It makes me feel like I'm losing
touch with reality. Like I'm in a tunnel
and I can only see what's in front of
me, so I'm not aware of what's going on
around me and I feel like
I'm losing some of the magic of the
performance, if you know what I mean....
Oh well....some things are worth
suffering for I guess.

* * *
Dinner was great, and near the end of it
there's no one in there but us and about
5 waiter's who takes turns waiting on
us, believe me when I say we kept
them hopping too. LOL
As you know by now, as were leaving J
walks in with his friend Mike and goes
right up to Linda and gives her a hug. I
see these two guys kinda rush in the
room and the next thing you know one has
his arms around my friend. But before
any of us can think straight we see that
it's Justin. Can you believe that? After
that of course we're never able to think
straight until we get outside, and even
then it took awhile. LOL I have to say I
just couldn't believe that happened. I
mean of all the restaurants in that city
he walked into ours. That was something
let me tell you, I was stunned and still
am thinking about it. It's still hard to
believe that happened. And dang it if he
didn't look good, but then again....
humm..... he always does, doesn't he?
Let me tell you something, an older more
grown up Justin is a sweet thing to
glaze upon. I swear that man gets better
looking with age. I know you heard this
before and a lot of his fans know this
first hand, but none of his picture's
can compare to the real thing. Justin is
just so much more alluring in person,
he's so full of light. He shines from
deep within his soul which in turn makes
his outer beauty so much more glorious
to behold in real life. And you can't
help but have a smile on your face when
in his present. Our guy seemed to be
full of energy and very up and ready for
anything that night. He was in such a
good mood, he made us all feel very dear
to him, he has a way of doing that you
know.
After I got my hello and hug, and maybe
a kiss can't remember that. I went back
to my seat which was at the table next
to theirs and waited till the girls were
ready to leave, which wasn't very long
as no one wanted to intrude while they
ate. As we're leaving (again), I asked
him in passing, how many songs will he
sing, he says just one. I was kinda of
bummed to hear that but he gave me a
big smile so I forgave him. LOL Not that
it was up to him or anything like that,
I'm sure. But two is always better than
one. I left with a big time smile on my
face. We all had one for that matter,
and there they stayed for rest of the
night and beyond. LOL
We find the place with no problem, but
we had to wait to get in as you know. It
was fun talking to the different people
while waiting. Some of them really liked
J too and were very happy to receive the
gift's Mary brought. It was fun giving
them out, so many people we're wearing J
that night. LOL
J got in about 10 minutes before us.
When it was our turn to go in I yelled
at the bouncer for not wanting to look
at my ID like he did everyone else's.
(Just kidding I didn't yell, but I did
tell him he hurt my feelings). :)
The show got off to a late start, it
started at 8:30 instead of 8:00 but no
one seemed to care. We had the best
seats too. Good timing again.
Soon J comes by and gives us all hugs
and kisses, I think he was passing out
kisses again, but believe it or not
that's hard to remember. LOL
I pretty much stayed in my seat the
whole night except when I went to the
bar twice.

Dang their drinks were strong, and I'm
not really much of a drinker so you know
I wasn't feeling any pain. LOL We were
seating up front and J was in a booth in
the back. So I didn't see much of him
before his performance. I didn't have
anything to say to him, not really so I
left him alone. I knew that he was
holding court in his booth and mingling
in the crowd at times. I could see him
sometimes if I looked that way, but it
was kinda dark back there. It was very
cool to be in a situation like that
believe you me. I'd love to be able to
do something like that again.
The whole show that night was just so
awesome, everyone was fabulous. I loved
everyone. I was in a very loving mood
in case you didn't know. LOL. Every
thing was just sooooooooo perfect. And
then DRUM ROLL!!!! it's J's turn. You
know I think I'll let my video tell you
what happens then.

Sorry but I'll never finish this post if
I got started on that. LOL
After the show and auction, I'm still
sitting at our table with Mary and a
friend of hers, when Patrice came back
to say I should go talk to J. I did want
to film him again, and on our drive down
Linda and I discussed the possibility of
doing an interview with him. So I asked
Patrice if she'd go ask him if we could.
She comes back with a yes and so I grab
my camera and off I go. It turns out
Linda's already at their table, so I
say hi to everyone and introduce myself
to his friend Mike and sat down. I asked
J if he'd say a few words to his fans
and he seemed very happy to do so. When
it was over, I thanked him and wished
him luck with what ever he was doing and
went back to my table.
Not to long after that when everyone's
back at our table J comes over again for
the forth or fifth time. He came before
to talk to Linda about the auction, then
he was there when the auction was going
on. This time he comes to say his good
bye's. He gives us all another hug and
this time I did get a kiss on the cheek,
That one I remembered because it was
kinda wet. YUMMY!!! We all were sad to
see him leave of course, but we stayed
till the end and still had a blast.

I wish I could go on the 19th and do it
all again but I can't. I hope this
show's going to be like Crash Mansion
was for us. It was so intimate and
joyous there, a fun time was truly had
by all. Good friends, good music and
Justin. Now I ask, what more could an
old gal ask for I'd like to know.

I won't bore you with the rest of our
trip, but just so you know we had the
very best of times. I do want to thank
Linda though for wanting to go with me,
because if she didn't I would never have
went alone.
So big hugs to you girlfriend.
