The 16th Minute
Tom McGrath
Philadelphia Magazine February, 2003
Doylestown's Justin Guarini lucked into fame on American Idol. Now comes
the hard part: turning it into a career
It was cold outside. and he hates being cold.
Still, as Justin Guarini stood on a frigid Manhattan sidewalk one year
ago this month, awaiting his first American Idol audition, something inside him
decided that maybe--just maybe--freezing his ass off would be worth it.
He'd arrived early--five in the morning--and though it would take hours to get
in the front door, he was actually having a good time as he waited with several
hundred other would-be Idol-ites on that cold New York street. Then again, when
your job is selling home security systems door to door, even the worst day at an
audition is better than the best day at work.
As it turned out, the cold temperature wasn't the only trouble. Even more
disturbing was the chilly reaction he saw his fellow line-mates getting from
trash-talking Idol judge Simon Cowell, a man with about as much warmth as a
death-camp prison guard. They were walking in the door with stars in their eyes,
but--thanks to Simon--walking out in tears.
Something amazing happened, though, when it was Justin's turn to face the wrath
of Cowell. He didn't get Simonized. He got saluted.
"You know," Cowell said to him, "it's rare in competitions like
this to find someone with your talent."
Someone with your talent? The statement was so astonishing that when Justin
repeated it to the Idol camera crew a few moments later, the cameraman poked his
head out from behind the lens to make sure he'd heard correctly.
As Justin's stepfather, Jerry, remembers with a laugh, "The guy couldn't
believe it."
Well, it is pretty unbelievable, isn't it? Nine months ago, Doylestown's Justin
Guarini was officially a nobody--a struggling show-biz wannabe who spent his
days selling home alarm systems and his nights singing karaoke, all the while
hoping that somehow, some way, he'd catch his big break. Today? Thanks to his
second-place finish on last summer's American Idol, the break has officially
been caught. The 24-year-old Guarini is as close as you can get to an overnight
sensation--a kid who somehow managed to go from zero to famous in the space of
about three months.
Just how hot is Justin? Hot enough that he's been on the covers of People,
Entertainment Weekly and USA Today. Hot enough that British pop Svengali Simon
Fuller, the man who pushed the Spice Girls and a slew of other successful pop
projects (including American Idol), is now his manager. Hot enough that he's
been interviewed by Oprah and excoriated on Saturday Night Live. Hot enough that
recently, on the Internet, you could buy your very own Justin Guarini wall
clock.
But will the hands stop moving after 15 minutes? Certainly, the push is on to
make sure Justin Time isn't just a fad. Soon, Guarini's record company, rca,
will release his first single, and in April comes his debut album, to be
followed this summer by his first movie, an American Idol "road
picture" in which he co-stars with AI winner Kelly Clarkson.
There is, to be sure, an element of good ol' American cashing-in here--of trying
to make as much dough as possible while the dough-making is good. But for
Justin, more is at stake than fortune or even fame. This is about seeing a
lifelong dream come true.
He has wanted to be a performer, he says, "since I can remember wanting
anything, really. Because music was always part of my life. And my parents,
thankfully, let me go in that direction. They didn't ever say, 'You need to be a
doctor.' They realized I had a passion for it, and they were always very
supportive."
It's late Saturday afternoon, and Guarini is sitting in a small office inside
Atlantic City's Trump Taj Mahal, where tonight he and the nine other American
Idol finalists will continue their concert tour. With stubble on his light-brown
skin and a fuzzy, floppy black hat pulled down over his now well-known curls, he
looks weary--and with good reason. Not only is this the fourth week of the tour
(last night was Wilkes-Barre--who said fame was glamorous?), but the past
several months have been a nonstop loop of rehearsals and performances and
interviews and personal appearances.
Whether Justin can, in fact, turn his current 15 minutes of fame into something
more substantial and enduring is certainly no sure thing. After all, the
reality-show celebrities we've seen in the past several years haven't exactly
had long shelf-lives in the American consciousness. (Anybody spotted Darva
Conger lately? Where have you gone, Richard Hatch?)
But if Justin is worried that he's heading back to Karaokeville, he's not
showing it. In fact, to paraphrase that noted pop-culture critic, Winston
Churchill: Justin Guarini believes this is not the end of his time in the
spotlight, nor even the beginning of the end. It is, perhaps, simply the end of
the beginning.
"There's so much following-the-crowd going on [in music]. I think the fans
want to see something different," he says, when the talk turns to where he
and the rest of the Idol gang can go from here. "I don't think we have to
fall into the same old thing everybody else is doing. Because we've been given
an opportunity, I think, to kind of reshape the industry."
Reshape the industry? Isn't that pretty ambitious talk from a guy who--let's be
honest here--basically came in second on a game show?
"Well," Justin Guarini says coolly, "I'm an ambitious
guy."
It's impossible to overstate, really, just how dramatically Justin's Idol-ness
has changed his life and the lives of those close to him.
"It's so funny to think that only a few months ago we were hanging out at
an 'n sync concert together," says Justin's ex-girlfriend, Jenna Katsaros.
Outgoing and attractive, with large, dark eyes, 23-year-old Katsaros was
actually the first casualty in Justin's Idol journey. Last spring, when Justin
learned he'd be moving to California to appear on Idol, the two put a hold on
their year-and-a-half-long relationship (though Katsaros spent several weeks in
California last summer "as a friend," she says).
"I remember saying to him the night we saw 'n sync that the next concert I
wanted to go to was his," continues Katsaros, a graduate student at
Villanova. "And you know what? It was. Because the next thing I saw was an
American Idol show."
Today, in the long teen-idol tradition that stretches back to Fabian and Frankie
Avalon, Guarini himself is getting the 'n sync treatment. Fifteen-year-old girls
shriek when he performs. A dozen websites have popped up devoted to him. And he
can hardly go anywhere without having his face (or, maybe more accurately, his
hair) recognized.
He's adjusted to it, say those close to him, about as well as you can expect.
"When we were back in L.A. and the competition was going on and they were
having to make a lot of personal appearances, he said to me, 'Mom, I am so glad
this didn't happen to me when I was 18. I could never have handled it,'"
Kathy Guarini says. "So I think now he has a much firmer foot on the
ground."
The first sign that fame had arrived came, fittingly, in the land of jackpots
itself, Las Vegas. It was July, and Justin had just become one of AI's final 10
contestants. Jerry and Kathy Guarini had hoped to whisk their son away for a
weekend of R and R--when they discovered, astonishingly, that he was now a
celebrity. Justin was recognized as he sat poolside at the Bellagio. As he sat
in the casino lounge. Even as he walked down the street. Indeed, at one point, a
crowd along the sidewalk began chanting, "American Idol! American
Idol!"
It's gone that way, more or less, ever since. When Justin sneaked home to
Doylestown for a couple of days last fall, word got out, and fans besieged the
Guarini homestead. One group camped in the family's backyard and took flash
photos; another--three teenage girls--rang the doorbell and stood catatonic as
Justin greeted them in the foyer--that is, until one of their mothers burst past
them, screeched, and wrapped Justin in a huge hug.
"Fortunately for him, it's about the thousandth time it's happened, so he
knows how to handle it. He just sits there quietly," Jerry Guarini says.
"But you know, it's amazing as a parent to see your son receive such
adulation. I mean, it's almost god-like."
It's a bright Thursday morning, and the Guarinis--married for 17 years, with
eight kids between them (seven from Jerry's first marriage)--are sitting in the
kitchen of their Doylestown home. They're an interesting match. Jerry, 69, a
former Navy physicist who looks like the comedian Buddy Hackett, is outgoing and
emotional; Kathy, 53, a blond former television anchor who now sells real
estate, is more reserved and sophisticated.
If 2002 was the year that Justin went shooting skyward, for Jerry and Kathy it
was a year of extraordinary highs--and even lower lows. The trouble started in
early August, when Kathy, who was in California most of the summer, felt pain in
her back as she picked up a suitcase. Doctors discovered a baseball-sized tumor
near her pancreas and kidney, and scheduled her for surgery at ucla Medical
Center. Unfortunately, the day before the operation, Blue Cross informed her
that California was too expensive--she'd have to fly home to Philly to have the
procedure done.
"Jesus Christ," Jerry says, exasperated. "Pardon my language, but
I couldn't believe it. You cannot believe the pressures, having a child in a
show like that. And now to know that you have a tumor larger than a baseball--it
was just beyond belief. And my wife had a nervous collapse--I mean, she was
awake for 72 consecutive hours. And she couldn't stop thinking about her
circumstances, so we finally got her to the hospital, and it took five days to
stabilize her."
"I just had a meltdown," Kathy says. "When I got my diagnosis, I
thought I was going to die. Because on my father's side of the family, nine
people have died of cancer. So when they said 'mass' and 'pancreas,' I thought,
oh fine, here we go. And I did truly think I was going to be dead within the
year."
The story has a happy ending. Blue Cross ultimately relented and allowed the
surgery to take place in California. The tumor was benign. And though she lost
one of her kidneys--and was so heavily sedated that she slept through Justin's
performance in the finals--Kathy is back on her feet, recovering. Still, it's a
reminder that good times hardly ever show up solo on our doorsteps.
How did Justin handle the stress? Jerry says he was "stoic." Justin
himself says he relied heavily on his Idol cast-mates--and his faith that
nothing could possibly go wrong, at least not right now. "There was
something inside me that knew everything was going to be all right," he
says. "It wasn't gonna happen in a bad way--everything was going so well
with American Idol. ... I held on to that belief, and it was right."
Whether justin truly be-lieves in destiny--or has simply been a quick study in
the art of the innocuous celebrity sound bite--is tough to tell. But if he does
have faith in fate, it's understandable, since in a way it seems he was born to
be famous. Example number one: His mother, then known as Kathy Pepino, was an
anchor at an abc affiliate in Columbus, Georgia, when Justin was born, and the
day she gave birth, the station announced his arrival on the air. One person who
heard about the broadcast was First Lady Rosalyn Carter, whom Kathy had gotten
to know when Jimmy Carter was Georgia's governor. The First Lady called the
President, and Jimmy Carter phoned from Air Force One to welcome Justin into the
world.
It wasn't his only exposure to the famous and powerful. Kathy and her first
husband, Eldrin Bell, Justin's father, divorced when Justin was five, and Justin
spent most summers after that in Atlanta, tagging along wherever his father
went. Bell, who is black, is one of Atlanta's liveliest figures--a former city
police chief, head of a private security consulting firm, and a singer in his
own right. Through his various connections, he introduced his son to an array of
famous people--Nelson Mandela, Jack Nicholson, Michael Douglas, Jermaine
Jackson. Not a bad boot camp for fame.
"I was fortunate to be exposed to a lot of the entertainment industry when
I was a kid," Justin says now, matter-of-factly. "And I think that
really is one of the main reasons why I feel so grounded and so relaxed in this
atmosphere--because I've had that third-person perspective on the whole thing,
and I've seen the elements that cause people to rise and fall."
So who made an impression?
"Good grief," he says. "Hmm ... Gladys Knight was someone I got
to speak with frequently as a child. But it's not just one person, because I met
so many different people, from politicians to entertainers. I was six and seven
and 10 years old, and I had to learn how to handle myself around these people.
And I got to watch them handle their fame."
Justin is a good athlete--he co-captained the volleyball team at Central Bucks
East--but music has always been his goal. He sang in choirs beginning at age
four. He had the leads in practically every school play. (Pink, incidentally,
was a middle-school classmate.) He was part of a vocal group, the Midnight
Voices, in high school and college.
It tells us what a game of inches fame is that at the time he went for his
American Idol audition, Guarini was the quintessential struggling young
performer. After two years at Philly's University of the Arts and two more at a
performing-arts college in New York, he'd left school and was officially trying
to Make It in the Business. There were some near-misses--between 1999 and 2002,
he auditioned 11 times for The Lion King on Broadway--but he spent most of his
time treading the not-so-glamorous underbelly of the show-business world.
"I don't knock any of that, because it really helped," he says of his
stint singing karaoke at Rosemore's Pub in Warminster and working for Cutting
Edge Entertainment, a party-entertainment group in Huntingdon Valley. "I
mean, karaoke kept me singing. And Cutting Edge helped keep me dancing and
acting. And all that fed into my experience on American Idol."
So now comes the hard part.
Does Justin Guarini have the talent to be a lasting star in the entertainment
galaxy? The short answer--it's too soon to tell. For all the hype American Idol
generated, the show is the entertainment equivalent of putting a bunch of raw
minor-leaguers on the field at Yankee Stadium. Most of them clearly don't belong
there, while even those that might have big-league ability need more seasoning
before they're really ready to play.
That said, the consensus is that Justin definitely has, well, something. Simon
Cowell called it "the X factor" during a critique of one of Justin's
performances--that mysterious quality that just makes us want to watch certain
people when they're on a stage. "The X factor," Cowell said, "is
you."
Ironically, the biggest obstacle Justin faces may be Idol itself. The more he's
seen as a novelty act--as a kid who just happened to get lucky on a TV show--the
less seriously he's going to be taken. It's one reason, perhaps, that he talks
so passionately about his forthcoming CD. If he really want to "reshape the
industry," as he puts it, he knows he's only going to get one shot at it.
"It's not something that's just thrown together," he says of the new
album, on which he's collaborating with various producers. "It's gonna be
my 'i have arrived' thing in the industry. It's going to be something I firmly
believe in.
"I think it's gonna have some things people haven't seen or heard in a
while," he continues. "There's some really old-school stuff swirling
around in my head--Stevie Wonder, Donny Hathaway, Marvin Gaye. I take that
stuff, and I want to meld that with some of the newer stuff, like the Maxwells,
even stuff like John Mayer. There's so many influences I have right now."
Of course, the most intriguing question of all might be this: What happens if
the album isn't a hit? What happens if 15 minutes is all that Justin Guarini
gets?
"Fame is fleeting," says a man who knows all about that quest for a
16th minute, Kato Kaelin. "One month the phone can be ringing off the hook,
and the next, it's not. And that can be tough to handle psychologically."
Does Kaelin, who has actually done some work with American Idol producers
FreMantleMedia, have any advice for Justin? "Sure," he says. "You
just have to be prepared to be forgotten."
"Oh, he's definitely been working on it," says Kelly Clarkson.
It's two and a half hours before showtime in Atlantic City, and the AI cast is
in the midst of an hour-long autograph session with about 75 fans. But the topic
of conversation isn't a new tune or dance step. It's something much more
important: the proper way to sign an autograph.
"Look at that." Clarkson giggles, pointing to the program Justin has
signed. "He just dots a line. That looks like an idol's autograph."
Justin smiles and shakes his head. If he's been practicing, he's not saying.
When the session is over, the tour manager approaches Justin to tell him what's
next on his schedule. He puts her off politely and strides toward the door,
where Jerry and Kathy Guarini have just arrived. He hasn't seen them since the
start of the tour in San Diego four weeks ago. They hug, then chat.
The Guarinis aren't the same people they were a year ago, and they know it.
"We feel thankful to God that He gave us new life," Jerry Guarini
says, looking back on what's happened to him and his wife during the past year.
"We started a whole new life the day we found out Kathy's tumor was
benign."
The same could be said, of course, for their son. The kid who was cold last
February has now been deemed hot--at least for the moment.
"When he was home for those two and a half days after the show ended, and
he got to hang out with his friends and they went to their regular karaoke
places, he said to me, 'Wow, I finally feel normal again,'" Kathy Guarini
says. The feeling can't have lasted long.